ctab.txt

<n>
skull          {-g,+h}
dream          {-h,-v}
dragon         {+v}
bat       {-g,-h}
vampire        {-g,+h}
memory         {-v,-h}
rose      {+g,-h}
thorn          {-g,-h}
storm          {+v}
thunderbolt    {+v}
spasm          {+v,-g}
explosion {+v}
mirage         {-v}
mother         {+h}
brother        {+h}
sister         {+h}
oppressor {-g,+h}
victim         {+h}
saint          {+g,+h}
martyr         {+g,+h}
rainbow        {-v,+g,-h}
waterfall {-v,+g,-h}
razor          {+v,-h}
mountain  {+v,-h}
healer         {+h,+g}
warrior        {+h,+v}
shaman         {+h,+g}
werebeast {+h,+g}
priest         {+h,-g}
priestess         {+h,+g}
teacher        {+h,-g}
fool      {+h,-g}
poison         {-g,-h}
serpent        {-g}
sky       {-v}
sea       {-v}
lover          {+h,+g}
King      {+h,+g}
Queen          {+h,+g}
rock      {-h}
sand      {-h}
grass          {-h}
hill      {-h}
city      {-h}
desert         {-g,-h}
garden         {+g,-h}
jewel          {+g,-h}
meadow		   {-v,-h,+g}
wasteland	   {-g,-h}
temple         {-h}
dust           {-g,-v,-h}
figure         {+h}


<np>
fingers
feet
eyes
wings
thoughts
memories
worlds
wounds         {-g,+v}
reptiles       {-g}
faeries        {+g,+h}
enchantments   {+g}
tears          {-g,-h}
claws          {+v}
fireflies {-v,+g}
memories  {-v,-h}
elves          {-v,+h}
children  {+h}
flowers        {+g,-v}
demons         {+h,+v}
wolves         {+h,+v}
angels         {+h,+g}
spirits         {+h,+g}
stormclouds    {+v,-h}
cats      {+g}
ravens         {+g}
termites  {-g}
saints         {+g,+h}
martyrs        {+g,+h}
tornadoes {+v,-h}
razors         {+v,-h}
mountains {+v,-h}
healers        {+h,+g}
warriors  {+h,+g}
shamans        {+h,+g}
werebeasts     {+h,+g}
priests        {+h,-g}
teachers  {+h,-g}
fools          {+h,-g}
hordes         {-g,+h,+v}
snowflakes     {-v}
raindrops {-v}
houses         {-v}
flames         {+v}
seeds          {+g}
knives         {-g,+v}
riches         {-g,-h}
persecutors    {-g,+h}
bombs        {-g,+v,-h}
ravings        {-g,+v}
trees          {+g}
petals         {+g,-h}
people         {+h}





<ng>
abandonment    {-v,-g}
desolation     {-v,-g}
alienation     {-v,-g}
anger          {+v,-g}
bitterness     {+v,-g}
contentment    {-v,+g}
understanding  {-v,+g}
peacefulness   {-v,+g}
frustration    {+v,-g}
righteousness  {+v,+g}
revulsion {+v,-g}
vengeance {+v,+g}
memory         {-v}
pain      {+v,-g}
heartache {-g}
loneliness     {-g}
agony          {+v,-g}
stillness {-v}
woe       {-g}
grief          {-g}
joy       {+g}


<vi12>
crawl          {-g,+h}
stand          {+h}
flutter        {-v}
tumble         {-h}
swarm
seethe         {-h,+v}
surrender {+h,-g}
slumber        {+h,-v}
rage      {+h,+v,-g}
laugh          {+g,+h}
cry       {+h,-g}
weep      {+h,-g,+v}
seethe         {-h}
arise          {-h}
drift          {-h,-v}
roam
speak          {+h}
endure         {+g}
plot      {+h,-g}
disintegrate   {-h,-g}
struggle  {+v,-g}
die       {-g}
mourn          {-g,-v}
wander
howl           {+v,-g}
run
twirl

<vi3>
crawls         {-g,+h}
stands         {+h}
flutters  {-v}
tumbles        {-h}
swarms
seethes        {-h,+v}
surrenders     {+h,-g}
slumbers  {+h,-v}
rages          {+h,+v,-g}
laughs         {+g,+h}
cries          {+h,-g}
weeps          {+h,-g,+v}
seethes        {-h}
arises         {-h}
drifts         {-h,-v}
roams
speaks         {+h}
endures        {+g}
plots         {+h,-g}
disintegrates  {-h,-g}
struggles {+v,-g}
dies      {-g}
mourns         {-g,-v}
menaces        {-g}
denies         {-g}
protects       {+g}

<vip>
fell      {-g}
became lost    {-g}
screamed  {-g,+v}
shattered {-g,+v}
twisted        {-g}
suffered  {-g, +h}
darkened  {-g}
crawled        {-g,+h}
stood          {+h}
fluttered {-v}
tumbled        {-h}
seethed        {-h,+v}
surrendered    {+h,-g}
slumbered {+h,-v}
raged          {+h,+v,-g}
laughed        {+g,+h}
cried          {+h,-g}
wept      {+h,-g,+v}
arose          {-h}
drifted        {-h,-v}
decayed        {-v,-g}
reposed        {-v,+g,+h}
spoke          {+h}
endured        {+g}
plotted        {+h,-g}
disintegrated  {-h,-g}
struggled {+v,-g}
died      {-g}
mourned        {-g,-v}
dissolved      {-g}
darkened       {-g}
smiled         {+g,+h}
bled           {-g,+h,+v}


<vt12>
attack         {+v}
hate      {-g,+v}
love      {+g,+h}
revere         {+g,+h}
know      {+g,+h}
ride
consume        {-g,-v}
extinguish     {-g,-v}
destroy        {-g,+v}
infest         {-g,-h}
heal      {+g}
reclaim        {+g}
oppose
resist         {+g}
defy      {+g,+v}
forget         {-g,-v,+h}
accept         {+g,-v,+h}
discover  {+g,+h}
dance with     {+g}
trust          {+g,+h}
fear      {-g,+h}
call to        {+h}
outlast        {+g}
feast on  {+h}
use       {+h}
exploit        {-g,+h}
resemble
shriek at {-g,+v}
wait for  {-v}


<vt3>
attacks        {+v}
hates          {-g,+v}
loves          {+g,+h}
reveres        {+g,+h}
knows          {+g,+h}
rides
consumes  {-g,-v}
extinguishes   {-g,-v}
destroys  {-g,+v}
infests        {-g,-h}
heals          {+g}
reclaim   s    {+g}
opposes
resists   {+g}
defies         {+g,+v}
forgets        {-g,-v,+h}
accepts        {+g,-v,+h}
discovers {+g,+h}
dances with    {+g}
trusts         {+g,+h}
fears          {-g,+h}
calls to  {+h}
outlasts  {+g}
feasts on {+h}
uses      {+h}
exploits  {-g,+h}
resembles
shrieks at     {-g,+v}
waits for {-v}

<vtp>
mocked         {-g,+h}
fed       {+g}
hid
attacked  {+v}
hated          {-g,+v}
loved          {+g,+h}
revered        {+g,+h}
knew      {+g,+h}
rode
consumed  {-g,-v}
extinguished   {-g,-v}
destroyed {-g,+v}
infested  {-g,-h}
healed         {+g}
reclaimed {+g}
opposed
resisted  {+g}
defied         {+g,+v}
forgot         {-g,-v,+h}
accepted  {+g,-v,+h}
discovered     {+g,+h}
danced with    {+g}
trusted        {+g,+h}
feared         {-g,+h}
called to {+h}
outlasted {+g}
feasted on     {+h}
used      {+h}
exploited {-g,+h}
resembled
shrieked at    {-g,+v}
waited for     {-v}


<vg>
scratching at
longing for         {-v,-g,+h}
yearning after      {-g,+h}
searching for       {-g,+h}
dreaming of         {+g,+h}
stretching beneath  {-h}
towering above      {-h}
coiling within      {-h}
dying beside        {-g,+h}
lying upon          {-v,+h}
stamping on         {-g,+v}
bursting forth from {-g,+v,-h}
flowing from        {+g,-h}
clutching at
looming above
stretching beyond
reaching above      {+g}
falling beneath     {-g}
cowering before     {-g,+h}



<vpp>
sunken         {-v,-g,-h}
forsaken  {-v,-g,-h}
forgotten {-v,-g}
redeemed  {-v,+g,+h}
remembered     {-v,+g,+h}
undefeated     {+g,+h}
broken         {-g,-h}
unforgiven     {-g,+h}
forgiven  {+g,+h}
unbroken  {+g,-h}
unmade         {-g,-h}
unfulfilled    {-g,+h}
justified {+g,-h}
made whole     {+g,-h}
healed         {+g,+h}
torn apart     {+v,-g}
undivided {+g}
shattered {+v,-g}




<a>
black          {-g,-h}
cold      {-g,-h}
wet       {-g,-h}
forbidding     {-g,-h}
grim      {-g,-h}
deadly         {-g,-h}
flaming        {-g,+v,-h}
hostile        {-g,+v}
uncaring  {-g}
lush      {+g,-h}
fertile        {+g,-h}
exquisite {+g,-h}
familiar  {+g,-h}
primitive {+g,+h}
unknown        {-h}
mysterious     {+g}
soft      {+g,-h}
eternal        {+g}
indestructible {+g}
lonely         {-v,+h}
sensual        {+g,+h}
lost      {-v,+h}
helpless  {-v,+h}
lovely         {+g,+h}
all-knowing    {+g,+h}
gothtastic     {+g,+h}
gothyck        {+g,+h}
magyckal  {+g,+h}
totemic        {+g,+h}
female         {+g,+h}
authoritarian  {-g,+h}
cruel          {-g,+h}
stupid         {-g,+h}
vicious        {+v,-g}
chaotic        {+v,-g}
terrifying     {+v,-g}
hellish        {+v,-g}
desolate  {-v,-g}
abandoned {-v,-g}
foul      {-g}
wicked         {-g,+h}
wise      {+g,+h}
avenging  {+g,+v,+h}
comforting     {+g,+h}
orgasmic       {+v}
systolic        {+v}
sinuous
formless       {-h}
long-lost
misunderstood




<as>
` -like
` -loving
` -wounded
` -imbued
` -ish
` -envenomed
` -enchanted

<av>
wildly         {+v}
violently {+v}
soundlessly    {-v}
silently  {-v}
unseeingly     {-v}
appallingly    {-g}
darkly
lustfully {+g}
lovingly  {+g}
smilingly {+g}
ecstatically   {+g}
restlessly     {-g}
excruciatingly {+v,-g}
hideously {+v,-g}
agonizingly    {+v,-g}
piteously {-v,-g}
pointlessly    {-v,-g}
vainly         {-v,-g}
hopefully      {+g,+h}
hopelessly     {-g,+h}
fitfully       {-g,-h}
thunderously   {+v,-h}
terrifyingly   {+v,-g}



[cliche]
as the skies clear
as I lie dying
in the frozen wastes
beyond good and evil
like a bleeding vampire
in the end
thinking about it now
looking back
at the darkest hour
just as I had thought
exactly as I had known
in the darkest night
beyond the borders of sanity
in a padded cell
another victim of tyranny
as my tears flow
among the mindless crowds
the truth is
in endless darkness
beyond time and space
beyond thought and memory
"Save us from ourselves!"
the pain is too great to bear




[postf]
` . &
` . &
` . &
` . &
` ... &
` ! &

[postq]
` ? &
` ? &
` ? &
` ..? &

[postx]
` ! &













[thing]
_n
_n
_a _n
_n _vg a _a _n
_n of _ng

[a_thing]
my %thing
@ %thing
the %thing
the %thing %in_the %thing
their %thing

[things]
_np
_a _np

[some_things]
those %things
%things
the %things
their %things
my %things

[some_thing_or_things]
%a_thing
%some_things

[exist]
_vi12
_vi12
_vi12 _av
_vi12 _vg %a_thing

[exists]
_vi3

[existed]
_vip
_vip _av

[frob]
_vt12

[frobs]
_vt3

[frobbed]
_vtp

[frobben]
_vpp

[predicate]
%exist
%exist %thusly
%exist %in_the _ng
%frob %a_thing
%frob %a_thing %thusly

[predicates]
%exists
%exists %thusly
%frobs %a_thing
%frobs %a_thing %thusly


[thus]
_a
_a
_n _as
as _a as %a_thing
as _a as %some_things
%frobben

[thusly]
` , _av
` , _av
` , _av
` , as _av as %a_thing

[it_is]
I am
you are
they are
she is
it is
he is

[it_was]
I was
you were
they were
she was
he was
it was

[in_the]
in the
through the
inside the
behind the
within the
beyond the
beside the
above the
far beyond the
far above the
lurking under the
hiding behind the
_vg the


[initialbut]
{!g,!v} and yet
{!g,!v} through it all
{!g,!v} yet still
{!g,!v} yet stay;
{!g,!v} but somehow
{!g,!v} but before my eyes
{!g,!v} but at the speed of a memory,
{!g,!v} but before you can close your eyes,
{!g,!v} suddenly, a change --
{!g,!v} suddenly, it all changes;
{!g,!v} but softly;
{!g,!v} but wait --
{!g,!v} yet look;
{!g,!v} look again, though --
{!g,!v} in a flash it changes:
{!g,!v} not what you thought;


[but]
{!g,!v} , but
{!g,!v} -- but
{!g,!v} , yet
{!g,!v} , and yet
{!g,!v} , yet still
{!g,!v} , though still

[now]
now
at last
from now on
in the world to come
in the modern world
in this world of ours
presently

[then]
long ago
in ancient times
in my childhood
before Man
in the days of yore
long, long ago
in elder times


[already]
already
no longer
still
nevermore
so soon
so recently
once

[why]
why
for what reason
wherefore
why, why
why indeed
and why


[line]
%a_thing %frobs me %postf
%some_things %predicate %already %postf
%a_thing %exists , %a_thing %exists %postf
%some_things %exist %postf
%a_thing %predicates %postf
%some_things %predicate %postf
%a_thing is %thus %postf
I %predicate %postf
you %predicate %postf
it %predicates %postf
%a_thing is _vg %a_thing %postf
%then %it_was %thus %postf
%now %it_is %thus %postf
%initialbut %a_thing %predicates %postf
has %a_thing %frobbed %some_things %postq
have %some_things %frobbed %some_things %postq
did i %already %predicate %postq
%why are %some_things %thus %postq
%why do i %predicate %postq
%exist ` , %exist %postx
%a_thing %exists %but %some_things %exist %postf
%then %it_was %thus %but %now %it_is %thus %postf




[firstline]
%cliche %it_is %thus %postf
%cliche %a_thing %predicates %postf
%cliche I %exist %but %exist %postf
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%then %some_things %frobbed %postf

[lastline]
%cliche %line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%line
%cliche , %cliche , %cliche %postf
after the storm, %things %postf
when all's done, %things %predicate %postf
in the end, %a_thing %exists %postf
%exist , %exist , %exist %postf
will %a_thing never %exist %postq
and never may we %exist %postf
in the garden, after the rain %postf
finally, the %thing %postf
at last, the %thing %postf
%exist at last %postf
%initialbut %line

[title]
_vg %some_things &
%a_thing &
%frobben %things &
the %frobben %thing &
%already %frobben &

[break]
----=-==-====-==-=---- &

[signature]
Gothchyk
Goth Grrl
Daveykins
WolfSpirit
TexasVampire
PaganPattie
heathen_heather
pagan1234@hotmail.com
loves_goth
Severina
Perdita
Chlamydia
Candida
Excessus
Darklord1
WestCoastWerewolf
HatesMundanes
Babylon5Lover
Wicca_Man
Sister Darkness
Black Heart Of New Jersey
luvgothgirls
The Vampire Darren
dark_dreamer@ohioonline.net
wanderer@flour.nephilim.net
wolfvamp123@basingstoke_insurance.co.uk
lonely1@wolfden.org
Eskimo Neil
Jessica Shadowcat
Jade Foxwolfowlpanther
Brad WyrdWulff
Cheryl "The Dark Temptress" Butler
EndlessNameless
Rebecca Vixenflame
vampcat@furry.org
bloodpanther@furry.com
Brighteyes Bushytail
Fangworthy The Wolfboy



[poem]
{+g} %title %break {+g,+h} %firstline {-g,+v,-h} %line {-g,-v,-h} %line {-g} %line {+g,+h} %line %lastline & %signature

[happypoem]
{+g} %title %break {+g,+h} %firstline {+g,+v,-h} %line {+g,-v,-h} %line {+g} %line {+g,+h} %line & %signature

[evilpoem]
{-g} %title %break {-g,+h} %firstline {-g,+v,-h} %line {-g,+v,-h} %line {-g} %line {-g,+h} %line & %signature

[epicpoem]
%title %break & %firstline %line & %line %line & %line %line & %line %line & %line %line & %line %lastline & %signature

[sonnet]
%title ( A sonnet by %signature ) & %break {+v,-g} %line %line %line %line %line %line %line %line %line %line %line %line {-v,+h} %line %line %line %lastline

[description]
%it_was _a _n %thing