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href="/2024/09/30/parents_guilt/" title="The taken for granted guilt:a result of parenting">The taken for granted guilt:a result of parenting</a><div class="article-meta-wrap"><span class="post-meta-date"><i class="far fa-calendar-alt"></i><span class="article-meta-label">Created</span><time datetime="2024-09-30T19:17:34.610Z" title="Created 2024-09-30 21:17:34">2024-09-30</time></span><span class="article-meta"><span class="article-meta-separator">|</span><i class="fas fa-inbox"></i><a class="article-meta__categories" href="/categories/Essays/">Essays</a></span></div><div class="content">Ingrained subconsciously in your child’s perception when you say “don’t let my years of effort on you become a waste” “don’t let me down”Some families devote their entire lives to their children. When these children grow up and prepare to leave home, especially those who are only children and have been the sole focus of their parents’ efforts, they often feel a sense of guilt because all their life they are told to “pay a debt of gratitude” to parents, whom sacrificed everything to nurture them ...</div></div></div><div class="recent-post-item"><div class="post_cover right"><a href="/2024/09/30/eileen_eng/" title="Poetry (trilogy) inspired by HongKong under Eileen Chang's pen"><img class="post-bg" src="/img/eileen_eng/eileen_eng1.webp" onerror="this.onerror=null;this.src='/img/404.jpg'" alt="Poetry (trilogy) inspired by HongKong under Eileen Chang's pen"></a></div><div class="recent-post-info"><a class="article-title" href="/2024/09/30/eileen_eng/" title="Poetry (trilogy) inspired by HongKong under Eileen Chang's pen">Poetry (trilogy) inspired by HongKong under Eileen Chang's pen</a><div class="article-meta-wrap"><span class="post-meta-date"><i class="far fa-calendar-alt"></i><span class="article-meta-label">Created</span><time datetime="2024-09-30T19:10:45.456Z" title="Created 2024-09-30 21:10:45">2024-09-30</time></span><span class="article-meta"><span class="article-meta-separator">|</span><i class="fas fa-inbox"></i><a class="article-meta__categories" href="/categories/Essays/">Essays</a><i class="fas fa-angle-right article-meta-link"></i><i class="fas fa-inbox"></i><a class="article-meta__categories" href="/categories/Essays/Literature/">Literature</a></span></div><div class="content">Eileen Chang 1920-1995 pictured a HongKong under colonial influence yet on the verge of a transitional period.Inspired by the picturesque landscape illustrated within storytelling, “Love After Love” by Chinese author Eileen, depicts how an innocent young school girl gradually submerges into the social games of the HongKong elites, boarding in a mansion dense in the mountains.
A trilogy of poem was written to immerse whoever reading it in the city’s rarer historical and contemporal beauty.
Ho ...</div></div></div><div class="recent-post-item"><div class="post_cover left"><a href="/2024/09/30/%E4%BB%80%E4%B9%88%E5%9B%9B%E6%9C%88%E8%BF%98%E8%83%BD%E8%A7%81%E5%88%B0%E9%9B%AA/" title="什么? 4月还能见到雪"><img class="post-bg" src="/img/april/april3.webp" onerror="this.onerror=null;this.src='/img/404.jpg'" alt="什么? 4月还能见到雪"></a></div><div class="recent-post-info"><a class="article-title" href="/2024/09/30/%E4%BB%80%E4%B9%88%E5%9B%9B%E6%9C%88%E8%BF%98%E8%83%BD%E8%A7%81%E5%88%B0%E9%9B%AA/" title="什么? 4月还能见到雪">什么? 4月还能见到雪</a><div class="article-meta-wrap"><span class="post-meta-date"><i class="far fa-calendar-alt"></i><span class="article-meta-label">Created</span><time datetime="2024-09-30T09:40:21.467Z" title="Created 2024-09-30 11:40:21">2024-09-30</time></span><span class="article-meta"><span class="article-meta-separator">|</span><i class="fas fa-inbox"></i><a class="article-meta__categories" href="/categories/Essays/">Essays</a></span></div><div class="content">始.故事要从一个生活在低海拔地区的人开始讲起，这是她第一次来到大西北。
一.早上的风是冷冽的，午后的阳光是毒辣的，她说“我就像一个洋葱，每天不停地给自己剥皮儿”，老大爷长长的胡子灰白卷曲，打碎的鸡蛋跌入牛奶的沐浴，醪糟的香味灌入鼻腔。
二.她依稀记得，这是她四次看见雪，但是是第一次看见雪山。
纯白的颜色总能给人无限的遐想，她能回忆起以前的梦境，好似雪山上存在着神明，雪块千年万年从未消融过，一直在滋养着这片伟大的土地。
成群结队的小羊就像夏天四处飘散的蒲公英，黑棕色的小牛慢悠悠地吃着草，虽然好像已经在这个世界活了近20年了，但是好像才真正踏入名为“真实”的世界。
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三.”渺沧海之一粟，寄蜉蝣于天地”
当她看到这壮景，不禁再次为大自然的鬼斧神工而感到惊叹。山高迷雾，沙飞草动，神秘而又艳丽，泉水澄澈，粼粼微光，脚下的石沙柔软细腻，她望着太阳落下的方向，真是长河落日圆啊。
四.人们常说“活着嘛，多少都得有一个精神支柱。”
在西汉佛教传入中国后，处于丝绸之路中的莫高窟便成了庇佑商路的璀璨之星，它见证了丝 ...</div></div></div><div class="recent-post-item"><div class="post_cover right"><a href="/2024/09/29/%E5%BC%A0%E7%88%B1%E7%8E%B2%E8%AF%97/" title="命运的指引:三首描写香港的诗——源自张爱玲笔下的的灵感"><img class="post-bg" src="/img/eileen_chang/eileen4.webp" onerror="this.onerror=null;this.src='/img/404.jpg'" alt="命运的指引:三首描写香港的诗——源自张爱玲笔下的的灵感"></a></div><div class="recent-post-info"><a class="article-title" href="/2024/09/29/%E5%BC%A0%E7%88%B1%E7%8E%B2%E8%AF%97/" title="命运的指引:三首描写香港的诗——源自张爱玲笔下的的灵感">命运的指引:三首描写香港的诗——源自张爱玲笔下的的灵感</a><div class="article-meta-wrap"><span class="post-meta-date"><i class="far fa-calendar-alt"></i><span class="article-meta-label">Created</span><time datetime="2024-09-29T19:08:27.086Z" title="Created 2024-09-29 21:08:27">2024-09-29</time></span><span class="article-meta"><span class="article-meta-separator">|</span><i class="fas fa-inbox"></i><a class="article-meta__categories" href="/categories/Essays/">Essays</a><i class="fas fa-angle-right article-meta-link"></i><i class="fas fa-inbox"></i><a class="article-meta__categories" href="/categories/Essays/Literature/">Literature</a></span></div><div class="content">引子.张爱玲收录在短篇小说集《倾城之恋》中的《第一炉香》描绘了一个有野心但天真的年轻女学生寄宿在一座密林山林的豪宅里，如何逐渐沉沦香港精英的社交游戏。以故事中描绘的如画风景为灵感，闻编写的诗歌三部曲能让阅读它的人沉浸在这座城市罕见的历史和当代之美中。
闻：这三首诗以三种既然不同的视角描述了香港，这个文化和时代汇集的城市的多面性。从山林到市井，从大自然的平静、纸醉金迷的疯狂、到压抑到希望，这个城市无时不刻牵动着人心，而命运又该在此里何去何从呢？
一.“南方的日落是快的,黄昏只是一刹那,这边太阳还没有下去,那边,在山路的尽头,烟树迷离,青溶溶地,早有一撇月影儿。”
Hong Kong CalmRed window sill, colonial green tiles checkerboard with daisy yellow
Reflect shades of Orchid Trees flickering
As the remote figures of building looming within branch tips.
Above, afterglow slowly ...</div></div></div><div class="recent-post-item"><div class="post_cover left"><a href="/2024/09/21/%E6%B6%88%E5%A4%B1%E7%9A%84%E4%B8%80%E6%9C%88/" title="缺失的一月, 你是否在寻找自己？"><img class="post-bg" src="/img/coverpage.jpg" onerror="this.onerror=null;this.src='/img/404.jpg'" alt="缺失的一月, 你是否在寻找自己？"></a></div><div class="recent-post-info"><a class="article-title" href="/2024/09/21/%E6%B6%88%E5%A4%B1%E7%9A%84%E4%B8%80%E6%9C%88/" title="缺失的一月, 你是否在寻找自己？">缺失的一月, 你是否在寻找自己？</a><div class="article-meta-wrap"><span class="post-meta-date"><i class="far fa-calendar-alt"></i><span class="article-meta-label">Created</span><time datetime="2024-09-21T19:41:51.872Z" title="Created 2024-09-21 21:41:51">2024-09-21</time></span><span class="article-meta"><span class="article-meta-separator">|</span><i class="fas fa-inbox"></i><a class="article-meta__categories" href="/categories/Essays/">Essays</a></span></div><div class="content">引子“每当我置身于天地之间时，我才渐渐地发现自我。”
常漫步在繁华的街道、行路于望不到尽头的山谷，身边的人们各自交谈、闪动拂过。世界上存在着无数的生物，我是否是这个世界的主角？人生的剧场是一座灿烂盛大的宴会，无论今天是否有顺利的演出，也将收获不同的体验，寻找生命的真实。
之一 · 开始的念头所以、此刻、剧院开幕了。
寻找灵感的过程：我与闻在巴黎街头喝咖啡的时候，我们畅谈了各自的想法，奥塞博物馆的钟声响起，一幅幅画作仍停留在彼此的记忆当中。在这个缺失的一月中，我们何尝不在寻求灵感，展示出我们的生命姿态。
之二 · 追寻的初衷· 绘
我与闻于2024年1月5日决定做属于我们的公众号。
我们身上有太多羁绊，我们思考生活的意义与生命的哲思，强烈的表达欲望驱使我们将写作作为日常习惯。
因此，我们成立了“麦田里的紫苏”。
同时，我们希望能通过文字温暖他人，亦或是在茫茫人海中找到与我们有共鸣的你。
· 闻
一月的某一个晚上突然收到绘发的微信：我突然有一个想法！我觉得我们可以一起做一个公众号。
这么突然的提议让我瞬间激动，一连发了好多信息开始畅想我们能写的东西。
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